Of Cats and Colors

Each day is a fresh start so before I hit the bed, I made the most out of today. Thank You, Dear Jesus for the gift of art and colors. I wish to have colorful dreams tonight. 💚💛💜💙

Irreplaceable 

Suddenly here I am crying my heart out while trying to sleep. My poor heart yearns for Mom again. Longing for someone who will never be present anymore is the most painful realization there is. Mourning over the loss of a dearly loved one is such a difficult process. Accepting the reality to begin with is the hardest part. One day you’re happy, the other day you’re sad. How do you really move on and get away from it? 😢

Mourning Lane

It’s been thirty-six days already since you’ve been gone
It’s hard to imagine that you’re gone forever, Mom

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I know you’re up there sleeping with the stars 😦
I miss you terribly can I hug you from afar? 😦
Nothing could warm this heart drowning in sorrow
Like a mother does in wiping tears of her daughter 😥

Someday…

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All seems fine with me but then again…

Still I feel weak and tired and I am not sure how I will get through a particularly depressing time. It can feel a struggle but it is with all His energy which so powerfully works in me.