If you are reading this, then I still exist in your universe I hope? I am out of lines honestly. I can’t believe it. I shut down and reopened this laptop several times already, deleting and retyping words I couldn’t assemble in one perfect thought.

I feel like I’m playing a tennis game at match point, but got broken again at winning serve that I could’ve aced. There is an ominous curtain blocking my night sky. I couldn’t find myself these days.

Two, five, seven hours passed by and yet there is no coherence in this piece. Deleting, retyping, and so it goes. Help me, Doctor. Bring me your Tardis please for this damned silly lady. Take me back to two days ago where I double faulted. 😦

Eleven twenty-seven in the evening. Heart be still. TQM.

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Don’t you dare close your beautiful eyes yet. Please. 😥

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Estoy pensando en ti 🐻

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Because I’m a keeper. Me haces tanta falta que me duele.

Uncertainties

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Where do I go from here? Why am I alone again in this wilderness? How did I end up here? I know I’m supposed to be here but not on my own. Where am I heading? When do I stop? Who am I looking for?

How often have I repeated these very same sentiments in my life? It’s not easy to be me the past few weeks. It’s been very low since quietude.

Sigh.

Well, as I said in my previous post — It is taking a deep breath. It is taking a break from everything. It is taking a leap of faith and so on and so forth.

Still, it is not easy. The road to the wilderness is slippery. So help me, God.

Imitate God

image Nothing will separate us from the love of Christ. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow — not even the powers of hell. God’s touch works from the inside out, guiding and reassuring, warming the heart and sheltering the soul. ~ Jennifer Rothschild

Sometimes we just need to take some time off from everything — take a deep breath and feel the fascinating love of God. Trust me. 🙂

Have a good night, all. 🙂

Please Bear with Me!

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Adorable bears all over my radius I can’t even bear it!

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They just love hanging out here in planet 55, don’t you think?

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Oh and a lovely Bible verse that bears nice words. ♥

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Awww this Pooh quote is just the sweetest. ^_^

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and this too! 🙂

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oh, they keep coming and posting by themselves! 😉

“She let her words fly forth as blessings. In the shelter of Bear’s arms she let go of her fears. Her words became like birds and flew away. Becoming something unexpected.” Words and Art by Denise Kester via The Spirit That Moves Me

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I just can’t put into words how much I love bears! ♥

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I blame this weird, fluffy guybear donning a cool, blue scarf ;). I’m a fan of Winnie the Pooh since grade school but I think I’d forever be much more drawn to bears because of him. 🙂

☺ credit to all owners of images used in this post ☺

one of Coldplay’s sad songs any sad person can wallow so much into…

Vulnerable

He’s colored all the secrets of my soul
I’ve whispered all my dreams
But just as night time falls this vision falls apart
Into a riddle of his heart

I could never hurt the one I love, he’s all I’ve got
But he’s so vulnerable, oh, so vulnerable…

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most vintage songs ‘bear’ the truest sentiments

‘invisible threads are the strongest ties’

An invisible thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of time, place, or circumstance. The thread may stretch or tangle, but will never break.