Feelings of Being

To the one who’s reading this from Tx,

Hello from the other side 🙂
I know you’re just there, checking on me, always listening to my feelings, reading me like an open book
I’m still coping, but don’t bother, I’m a mess these days. You know me well. 😄
Jesus will take the wheels, right? 🙂

So how have you been? Please always take care of yourself
I know you struggle with your health and problems too
Hey you’re one of the toughest out there
You may not agree with me tough man but sure you are!

Don’t worry about me anyway
I assure you I will be okay in time
Like what you’ve said, grieving would take years, if not, a lifetime for some
It would take time.

I miss you though
So much
So much that once again you made me jot this down
It’s 0021 hours already and this blog is alive and loud

So tell me
Am I making sense here?
As if you would answer me 😄
Good night then.
I wish you well.

Until my next piece.

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Mourning Lane

It’s been thirty-six days already since you’ve been gone
It’s hard to imagine that you’re gone forever, Mom

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I know you’re up there sleeping with the stars 😦
I miss you terribly can I hug you from afar? 😦
Nothing could warm this heart drowning in sorrow
Like a mother does in wiping tears of her daughter 😥

A Point of Reference ※

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 ‘To love is to risk not being loved in return. To try is to risk failure. But risks must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.’

Atlas Hands

I will remember your face
‘Cause I am still in love with that place
But when the stars are the only things we share
Will you be there?

Love is…

loveis

Love is patient

Love is kind
Love does not envy
Love does not boast.
Love is not proud
Love is not rude
Love is not self-seeking
Love is not easily angered.
Love keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil
Love rejoices with the truth.
Love always protects
Love always trusts
Love always hopes
Love always preserves.

Love never fails.

About a Bear

spain osocreo que me he enamorado de un oso

i said the words a whisper

i want the world to know though

oh but he is just a bear

i was never good at poems

and I was never good at love

i’m surprised I’m jotting one down

i’m stoked my world’s spinning ‘round

about a bear I used to know

who cares for my long lost heart

who understands my highs and lows

who knows how to treat me right

i have a pretty name but I’m not so who cares

my name is Jessica and I’m in love with a bear

🙂

Quantum Love

Quantum physics now pronounces A & J

The universe conspired that the photons and electrons interact

Such that one particle will affect the other

They will remain entangled.

In the case of A & J, Albert Einstein called it ‘Quantum Relationship’ or “spooky action at a distance.”

Time and space are immaterial. 🙂Image

I Do Not Love You — Except Because I Love You

Sonnet LXVI (from Pablo Neruda’s 100 Sonnets of Love)

“Cien Sonetos de Amor”

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you, from waiting to not waiting for you
my heart moves from the cold into the fire. I love you only because it’s you
I love; I hate you no end, and hating you
bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
is that I do not see you but love you blindly.
Maybe the *February light will consume my heart with its cruel
ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who dies,
the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

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*original month is January