Across our universe

It felt like it was two weeks ago since day one. How time flies. How did we get this far? What did you do to me? The adoration and respect we have for each other remain intact. ♡ I can live with that. 

But hey, my love from the star, when will I ever see your glow and light up my gloomy sky? 

It’s been a long wait though. But I will be here. The sky is all mine and I’ll sing with the stars. The universe is full of surprises, time will be warped as I delve into its magic.

So I’ll take my time and stay in love with dear Sky. I will see you. We will be breathing in the same crisp air under the starry, twinkly sky, yes? In God’s beautiful time. ♡

Cheers to this day.

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If you are reading this, then I still exist in your universe I hope? I am out of lines honestly. I can’t believe it. I shut down and reopened this laptop several times already, deleting and retyping words I couldn’t assemble in one perfect thought.

I feel like I’m playing a tennis game at match point, but got broken again at winning serve that I could’ve aced. There is an ominous curtain blocking my night sky. I couldn’t find myself these days.

Two, five, seven hours passed by and yet there is no coherence in this piece. Deleting, retyping, and so it goes. Help me, Doctor. Bring me your Tardis please for this damned silly lady. Take me back to two days ago where I double faulted. 😦

Eleven twenty-seven in the evening. Heart be still. TQM.

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Love ?

Dear Doctor,

I badly need you and your Tardis. Please take me to another parallel universe where I could at least meet him. This dimension I’m in is and have been playing tricks on me for quite some time now. 😦 

Please take me to Mom’s place too. She was calling my name in my dreams this morning. I am sure she knows I’m in deep pain. 😦

I don’t know what to feel now. I’m free-falling in between defying logic and following my instincts. 

Have you ever been in love, Doctor? Have you ever been in this complicated business called love??? Why is it called love? Does it really exist? Who invented it? Where did it come from? Did aliens know what it is? 

Somewhere in the multiverses you’ve been to, were you able to visit a certain world of love? If not, can you take me with you? 

News Flash: I miss you. Read again. 

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My appreciation of you doesn’t need saying or any more writing.

I hope I brought colors into your soul as you also did in mine.

Take care always, my gentle grizzly.

Don’t you dare close your beautiful eyes yet. Please. 😥

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Estoy pensando en ti 🐻

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Because I’m a keeper. Me haces tanta falta que me duele.

Uncertainties

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Where do I go from here? Why am I alone again in this wilderness? How did I end up here? I know I’m supposed to be here but not on my own. Where am I heading? When do I stop? Who am I looking for?

How often have I repeated these very same sentiments in my life? It’s not easy to be me the past few weeks. It’s been very low since quietude.

Sigh.

Well, as I said in my previous post — It is taking a deep breath. It is taking a break from everything. It is taking a leap of faith and so on and so forth.

Still, it is not easy. The road to the wilderness is slippery. So help me, God.

Please Bear with Me!

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Adorable bears all over my radius I can’t even bear it!

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They just love hanging out here in planet 55, don’t you think?

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Oh and a lovely Bible verse that bears nice words. ♥

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Awww this Pooh quote is just the sweetest. ^_^

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and this too! 🙂

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oh, they keep coming and posting by themselves! 😉

“She let her words fly forth as blessings. In the shelter of Bear’s arms she let go of her fears. Her words became like birds and flew away. Becoming something unexpected.” Words and Art by Denise Kester via The Spirit That Moves Me

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I just can’t put into words how much I love bears! ♥

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I blame this weird, fluffy guybear donning a cool, blue scarf ;). I’m a fan of Winnie the Pooh since grade school but I think I’d forever be much more drawn to bears because of him. 🙂

☺ credit to all owners of images used in this post ☺